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Tue, Aug. 17th, 2004, 12:25 pm

OK, so I left for Alaska last friday and i just got here today. I drove from Dunsmuir California through Oregon, Washington, CANADA - British Columbia, CANADA - Yukon Teritory, and halfway through Alaska to Anchorage (spelled wrong I think) The states sucked all the way through Washington. LOL

Canda was so fucking beautiful, all the way through BC (british Columbia) was cool saw some bitchin lakes and stuff, but the coolest drive by far was the Yukon, words cant explain how amazing it was. The best part was in the Yukon driving over the Rocky Mountains and the Makenzie mountain range. I saw Moose, Carabou, Byson, Dahl Sheep, Mountain Goats, Bald eagles, and a few Bears, black bears mainly but I saw a Grizzly near the water fishin.

When I got to Alaska it was still mountains and all but I saw glaciers and ice capped mountains and lakes. The only bad part about it all was in alaska there were a few big fires so it was totally smokey and the mountains in the distance were obscured but i could still see all the sillouettes.

My new home is in a real nice neiborhood next a bitchin ass lake. Im in an appartment but just next door are these huge log cabins and houses on the lake side. People have boats and planes (the kind that float and take off from the water) and the neibor was cool and already offered to take me on a flight around Mt. Mkinley (the highest peak in North America, 20 some odd thousand feet.

So all in all Alaska rocks. And to top it off my dad gave me a truck. Its a 85 Ford Ranger King Cab with a 6 inch lift kit and a 4x4 package. It sits about nipple high on me and im 6 ft 1. I am currently looking for employment but hey, I JUST GOT HERE. LMAO

Soon after I start getting paid ill get a camera and post some pics.

Well I guess i should jet I gotta go job hunting and start unpacking and shit. So keep it real everyone ill call as soon as we get a phone. Take care.


Thu, Aug. 5th, 2004, 02:16 am

Cali Rocks!!!!! KlumZ call me when you get the chance, Ninja, I havent been sober since I got home.........shit, im fucked up right now too, 24-7 Skeet Skeet


Fri, May. 28th, 2004, 11:56 am
Well that sucks

Well that sucks that you feel that way leslie, but now that you hate me and im not your friend or anything do you really think I am gonna keep away because you cant handle me being around. You just need to get over it. If im over there you can still come out and chill, its not like im gonna bug you, and Tanner and Julie dont know you cause all you do is sit in your room and smoke and not socialize. You say that its because im there, but why should that stop you? If you feel that okward being in the same room as me then you got some growing up to do. Fuck me dude, dont even care about me, dont let me hold you back from anything. Were not on eachothers leashes anymore so live your life exactly how you want, im not gonna judje you and im not gonna bring up shit if you chill out when im there. Even with all this shit I can still treat you like an accauintence, but I guess you cant extend the same courtesy cause your all hung up on our relationship. Its not a realtionship anymore so im not the same guy you were dating, im a single guy now chillin with friends. That means im probably a lot different than you remember. All that shit you said doesnt even bother me dude, fuck it, I cant change the way you feel but saying that im always over at YOUR house so you cant come out of your room is rediculous. Maybe when I still wanted things to work out I would have stayed away but since you so blatently put it, theres no way thats gonna happen so im over it, that means im not gonna stay away for you. Im gonna hang out with my friends, friends that could be your friends too if you werent so reclusive. Its not often you make friends from home ina far away place. I could go as far as to say Tanner is one of my BEST freinds just cause we click. And even when I do go back to california im not staying there for long, and when I do come back im still gonna chill with Tanner and Julie so you really need to just get over it. I dont want things to be this way but you do what ever it is you feel you have to. If you wanna stay locked up in your room then its your loss not mine. And just to let you know I never fucked you over. You fucked yourself over if you feel that you did get screwed cause when it came down to it Leslie you had complete control over me, all you had to do was ask and I would have done anything for you, but since you keep everything inside and expect people to read your mind and know how you feel then there was no way for me to do that. So im sorry your still hiding in a shell, but I know one day when you finally are able to deal with things in a more adult way then youll look back on it all and realize how stupid YOUR judjment was.

Ok so on to a different subject.

On Wensday I met up with Tanner Julie Elaine and David and we all left to go to the Nexus Gold Club. We kinda got lost and had to ask this cop for directions and OMG I have never heard so much information souted out so quickly and accuratley. This muther fucker knew exactly how to get there as if he didnt even have to think about it. LOL The pig must be a regular. So we followed his directions and found the place. When we went up to the door I used my ID that I altered and it work and the bouncer let me in. WOO HOO im as good as 21 now. (devious grin) So uupon entering I was a little suprised to see that it wasnt like a normal strip club, it was all decked out with tables that had comfortable ass couches around them. And strippers would dance on your table and on the stage, and would chill out and talk and drink with you. So we all ordered some drinks and started havin fun. Julie was all over it dude, all up in the strippers AO just forkin over the ones man. I was a little nervous at first but then this one stripper named Chris came and sat down with us and found out through the shouting Julie and Tanner, that me and David were really shy. So Tanner paid for her to strip for me and david right there. LOL It was funny and a little okward at first but then I founs solace and just smoked a ciggarette and appreciated to dance. After that first dance it was all over and I was all about some fun. So we drank more and more and had a lot of fun. About half way through the night Julie went to the bathroom with Chris to have a talk and when they came back out we found out she needed a ride home. So at the end of the night we were all a little toasty and we left to take Crhis home. We dropped her off and went back to Tanners place and drank a little more and sang some songs like Queen - We Rill Rock You. Drunken shinanagans. It was all in all a fun night but I skipped out on work so I dont know how thats gonna go but fuckem. There kickin me out anyways. And besides its about time a started to live a little.

The next day I went to the fish market with Tanner and his MOM. We brought Deise along. We stopped by George Masona nd then Went looking for the Embassy buildings. Drove around a while longer and stopped at the National Cathedral and took some pictures. Then went to george town and walked around for a while and then went back to Tan Mans at about midnight. Came back home and slept hard only to wake up and find out that I didnt have work on friday so now im chillin.

Wed, May. 26th, 2004, 04:14 pm
Its a shame really...

Ok so I just got off of the phone with you and you said nothing was wrong and then I go on to livejournal and see an enrty reply thing I didnt see earlier to day that said quote:

" Just don't talk about me, don't talk to me. i don't know you, you don't know me. lets leave it like that. just go and fuck up watever you want....but i'm done with it."

Ok.....so after evrything this is how it ends and this is what I get from you. I would just like you to know that I regret trying so hard to please you cause when i comes down to it you dont even know what you want. If I wasnt so deeply fucking in love with you I would say so many things that would make even the numbest person hate me. I dont know where this all comes from, how love can turn to hate. I am done wwith it as well then and I wont call you, talk to you, and if I am ever over at your place to see Tanner I wont even look at you. You can have it your way. Ill just go back to Clifornia where I came from and never talk to you again and you can go on for the rest of your life and never have to see me or hear from me again. Ill just dissapear from your life completely. Its evident that that is what you want so as I always have before I will try my hardest to make you happy in that way. And if I fail in it I guess its no different than normal cause like you said, i can just fuck up whatever I want.....your done with it.


Someone who you dont know anymore

Tue, May. 25th, 2004, 05:22 pm
On my way out of this beotch!!!

Well today was boring and long. I watched Lord of the Rings Return of the King again today yay. Went to lunch at chow hall yay. Got back and went to CID (Criminal Investigation Department) and had to talk to a Special Agent about me pissing hot. I told him I was guilty and they took all kind of finger prints and shit and I didnt finish with it till 4:20....what a quinka-dink. So after I finished there i talked to my 1st Seargent and he told me I start my Phase 1 Physical for discharge tomorrow. SO if all goes well I should be out of here in no longer than a month. So to whoever it may concern uhhhhhh BUH BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Mon, May. 24th, 2004, 11:06 pm
Drunken Shinanagans :-P

Well this weekend i was drunk almost the whole time. Went to Tanners at about 5:30 ish on friday and started to hook up leslies stereo stuff and didnt finish till around 11:30. Drank some beers and got pretty smashed. Woke up with a blanket around me hot as living hell, and ended up going to Great Falls with the whole house. Had fun and sweated my balls off climbing around and shit. Went back to Tanners and he started BBQin a bit so I went home to shower, then I returned and had hot dogs and steak and started drinking. Got fucking smashed and chilled out in the downstairs with Jewles Tanner and Elaine. Danced to some disco music while we were all fucked up, lol, and I cant dance for shit muth fuckas im tellin ya!!! Well stayed up till five or so and watched Dilver us from Eva and passed out. Woke up next day and went with Leslie to best-buy and got her shit returned and exchanged and then hooked up the new head unit. Stereo was finally pretty much finished and then we got back and she split with Ken and didnt even invite me, FUCKER!! So I just cracked open a beer and chilled with Tanner, was drunk by around 4 and ended up BBQ'in again for some Suasage links and shit. Watched most of Scary Movie 2 and dipped out. Got back to the barracks and hit the sack almost immediatley. Woke up at around 2 somethin to a nock at the door. I answered it and there was some blonde chick whom I never seen in the barracks before and was all like "Oh, umm do you have any cigarettes?" I was too tired to be angry and couldnt quite see well so I replied quoting ver batum "Nah, im looking for one too. If you find one then give it to the cows cause im sleeping and there not. Well have a good night....oh and dont mind the poop, its in season." LMAO and the reason I know thats what I said is cause I saw that southpark was on so i watched it for a little while and ended up she came back with a cigarette and told me what I had said. I dunno it was really wierd so I smoke the cigarette and passed out.

Today I went to work and got my counseling for pissing hot and found out im gettin the old boot from the army. SO it sucks but im happy at the same time. Guess im going back ta Cali soon. I might find my way back out here but who knows. Its all about college and what I can get from Cali colleges. Either way its gonna be a long ass vacation back home. SO that suckked...

Got off work at 3 and watched some tube, then met with stevie and went to patricks and got messed up. Watched a bunch of simpsons and split to drive around and listen to infected Mushroom. SO then we stopped along GW and smoked near the river. And in a park place. Thats my weekend in a nut shell.

Wed, May. 19th, 2004, 08:17 pm

Well I went to work today and slept till 11 went to lunch at eleven 30. During lunch i went to Stevies and smoked a bowl. I walked inside her shed and knocked my skull against that god damned mirror. Now I have a cut in my forhead and it looks silly haha silly haha. Left stevies at 1 and went to a phyciatry appointment. Got more drugs that are supposed to help but I dont take cause im like fuck it. Went back to work and watched history channel till 4. Got off work and picked up Stevie and Chris and we went on drive vroom vroom, trance and speed. Went to Potomac Overlook and climbed up to the underside of a really big bridge and smoked a bowl next to a bees nest. BZZZZZZ!!!!! Climbed down and down and down then up and up and up till we reached to rocky cliff area overlooking the potomac. Smoked another bowl. Climbed around some more and ran across some 4 or 5 dudes that were on a lower rock and smoked a bowl with them, was pretty chill. Headed back and made it home safe. Ordered pizza and it should be here in a few then ima eat it and go smoke another bowl and the rest of my night should continue to mesh together with the rest of the day till I become tired or to high to walk. All I have to say is BLAH.......


Tue, May. 18th, 2004, 07:13 pm

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
Be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Mon, May. 17th, 2004, 07:21 pm
Hangover...beer......*sigh*...thats the stuff *belch*

So I got way too drunk way to early the other night and im still feeling kind shitty today. I havent drank like that in quite some time, and I think im gonna make a regular thing for the weekends, cause fuck dude, crazy shit happens when you get drunk and then you got stupid drunk shit to tell people. LOL So to anyone who hasnt heard, saturday I ran up a $156.00 bar tab. Got wasted at like 7:30 and drank till 6:30 in the AM. I woke up at one oclock in someone elses appartment with a cat sleeping on my head.

The worst thing is I woke up and woke it up and it stared me in the eyes but I didnt know what it was I was still wasted, all I knew at that moment in time, a space between a blink and a tear, was that one eye was blue and the other was yellow, so i yelled and jumped and ran and the cat.....yelled (hissed)...jumped and ran aswell, but later I returned to the cat and offered my eternal friendship in exchange for some heavy petting. Yes my freinds I pet a pussy with 2 eyes and claws (flinches in horror) :-P LMAO

ummm...yea.....well just dont ask, im mentaly ill. Well the next day I went to McD's and they didnt have any cheese so i could get cheese on a fish fillet or get cheesburgers. So I was pissed and "accidentaly"drop my money inside at the window. OOPS Sorry ass McD's.

Well then I headed back and went to Tanned Jewles place and went to the docks to grab some grub. While we were there eating Some jackass couldnt drive and got all loud with some family with like 3-4 kids because they were eating on the curb and were "in his way" so I got pissed and got in his face for it. FUCK I wanted to break that assholes nose. Went back to Tanned Jewels and watched a flick with samarai and tom cruise....good mix. Ate some Pizza, and split.

Then today I went to work and found out I pissed hot so i dunno whats gonna happen with that, but fuck it, i dont give a fuck anymore, i dealt with the military long enough now I can be there pain in the ass. So that suckked and then I got off work and couldnt find any junk, so I ended up at Patricks, who is doing real good, he got a new place in some rich ass townhouse neiborhood that just got built. Place is tight and hes still workin with the banks making lots a dough, and still just chillin smokin lots a trees. We watched like 4 episodes of Wild Boys and a few Chappelle Shows and laughed our god fearin ass' off. Right now this very moment as im STILL typing mindless shit to make it look like I have a life and ill forget it all tomorrow. LOL Well fuck it, if you made it this far then PEACE!!!!


Sat, May. 15th, 2004, 08:38 pm
Bud...the KING of beers!!!!!

Well lets see, friday I smoked on my lunch break and then got back at 1 only to get off work competley. So I smoked again went on a drive then stayed high most of the day and ended up chillin with that Ninja, good ta see ya man, and drank some burrs and smoked a jay. Woke up the next morning at like 11 ish am and went on a long ass drive up down and around the beltway. Got back and showered and split to Stafford to see Mike and get my money, woo hoo im 600 dollars richer!! So now im here at Mikes about to pick up some green and head to a party. Life is good when you got Mary Jane in your life. Well im out.


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